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| We've had one chance to, take back, but over and over again
I'll clean your wounds tonight, so we can rewind it all 'till I come inside
I'll tear in two and never lie to you, cause you wouldn't take me home
Your eyes are yet to be clear now, cause you want to take me home
You were right and I wasn't listening, I never told you what you were missing
I never wanted to hear, I never wanted to
We are the only ones we are running from
I never wanted to hear, I never wanted to
We are the only ones we are running from
This was the only way we, knew how to make everything just okay, I'll
make it up tonight
The sun was two steps too close with his waking eye
We'll make believe that everythings alright, cause you wouldn't take me home
Your eyes are yet to be clear now, cause you wouldn't take me home
You were right and wasn't listening, I never told you what you were missing
I never wanted to hear, I never wanted to
We are the only ones we are running from
I want to break it off, we should stop cause theres nothing going on
I never wanted to hear all the things that you told me
I never wanted to hear, I never wanted to
We are the only ones we are running from
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| Well where to begin...
Fuck. How do I always get entangled with the worst of men? I thought to myself Katrena, dear, what makes this one worth the effort?...
Funny? Check
Intelligent? Check
Education? Check
Good in bed? Check
Has some cash? Check
Seemingly a good catch, right? Wrong wrong wrong. Lies, deceit, and sneakery was what the whole damn thing boiled down to. What a devious little monster. I somewhat blame myself for investing the amount of emotion I did to a fiery summer romance gone on many seasons too long. However, someone was on the other end egging me on. It all seems what sided, and it really was. I wonder why I chose to ignore that for so long... I knew it was there. I thought about it many times. I guess it's because of the way he made me feel around him. I'm gonna miss it, truly (geez, listen to me, barf). However, it hurts me to think someone else was probably sharing the same feelings, so that kind of puts a stink on things. All the awe, I like this! moments were not reserved solely for me. What can you do? Well, for one, realize you can't make someone like you (darn! I learned this in like first grade!). Two, you learn from what you did wrong and scoot from the situation. I suppose I'll be moving on to numero dos.
Kat
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| Cause I wanna leave this place. It sucks here.
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| Rain makes me want to lounge around all day in my pajamas and do absolutely nothing! And I can today... no work, no school, no real obligations. Classes start up again next Wednesday, how exciting.  I am taking physiology, stats, human development and micro lab. Both nursing school applications are finally out and all I have left to do is wait. I think I will get accepted to both, so I need to make a decision where I want to go. I have until June, so whatev.
I can shoot a gun now. 
Martin was in the Army for around seven years, so he knows all that manly stuff about guns and such. Monday we went down to my grandparent's house, which is in the country, to practice shooting. I have never shot before, so everything was new. He taught me correct posture and aiming techniques with the pellet gun. After that we shot with a rifle (I think it's called an M4) and a pistol. It was pretty scary at first, but really fun after I got comfortable.  We set up a box target that was mainly used for adjusting the sights, then we hit other miscellaneous objects and landmarks. All the targets were on a slope, so we didn't have to worry about bullets straying--they went straight into the ground when we missed. I can't wait to do it again! WOOT. I liked shooting the rifle more than the pistol because it feels more stable, and did not have very much recoil. However, I don't think a rifle for self defense in my house is very normal. :P
Tired!
Katrena
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